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{- Saturday, December 8, 2012 @ 8:47 AM}

I ask the same questions because I don't want what you tell me everyday to be something that just slips out of your mouth, or something that you shut me up with, because I believe every word of it. And because I believe everything you say, it's easy to trick me; that's probably where that sense of doubt is coming from. Are you trying to trick me into believing you're okay when you're not? Are you trying to hide something that I should be seeing, but failing to do so? I can't tell because with you, I don't know what is okay, and what is not; because as you know, you don't go by normal people standards.

And really, don't know why you would think differently, but I'd definitely rather see the ghost and what it's going to do as opposed to closing my eyes and not knowing what's going to hit me. Because even though you can't really do anything to ghosts, at least if the opportunity that allows me to do something about it arises, I'm aware and my eyes are opened. That's enough to put up a good fight, no? At least I took all the chances that were given to me.

私の心はどこにも行かない。