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{- Monday, October 22, 2012 @ 5:42 PM}

Don't know why this suddenly popped up (or maybe I do), but man did it take me a long time to come to this realization. All this time that I spent rejecting things could have been spent on trying to climb out of this hole. So many people even told me to stop fearing the traps I fell into but rather to learn to from them and differentiate between the good and bad. I'm sorry to everyone who I've frustrated. It's not that I didn't want to listen, it's just that with things that are different for everyone, it's hard to really understand it until you go through it yourself and experience it. Don't know if you'll say the same but sometimes, only you can figure something out yourself. No amount of lectures will get you through it the way you do hands on. So sorry, but thank you.
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There's nothing wrong with getting mad, being cautious and protective, and maybe even a bit controlling at times. Because there's nothing wrong with showing you care.