evanescence



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{- Friday, September 14, 2012 @ 2:44 AM}
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What am I trying to accomplish? Nothing, really. It just summarizes a lot of things.
Thought I might as well post my problem here because you said it better than I ever could.
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IN ADDITION, you are dumb. This is reflected by your grades right now. You're failing 1st year. FIRST YEAR! I aced first year with ease. You're not only struggling, you're pretty much FAILING. Why are you even here? The University of Western Ontario is a first class university in Canada. So let's think about it. Why are you here? Isn't it because I helped you a shitload in physics in the summer, and math throughout the year? Think about it! Why are math and physics your highest marks (even though they weren't extraordinary either)? Just LOOK at your chem and bio marks in gr 12. Think about it. Why were THOSE A LOT lower than your math and physics marks? So now you understand how you even got to UWO and who really brought you this LIFE of yours. 

Let's dissect more of the "real you". So what are you good at? What are your strengths? The truth is, I DON'T KNOW EITHER! Are you good at anything? Science? Arts? Music? Maybe you are "relatively" better in art, but art takes a lot of work and only the best is recognized. Are you one of the best in art? You said you might want to be a teacher. Let me just cross that possibility right off the bat for you. Teaching requires a lot of communication, which you LACK. Need to say more? Also, are you good at sports? You like tennis, but do you play regularly? Are you good at tennis? I'm sorry, but I'm all out of ideas.

So in a nutshell, you're a selfish, impulsive and dumb person having almost no strengths. Oh wait. You're a girl. Girls can depend on their feminine qualities. Okay. Let's look at your appearance. Are you sexy? Are you hot? Are you pretty? Are you beautiful? 36-24-36 size? Are you even close to that? I'm sure you know the answers to all of these questions. Right now you're only 19, so maybe immature guys your age like your "cute" look (which to be honest I don't think you are). But just give it a few more years and see if you still got that look and count how many men are interested in someone with your appearance. To be very honest with you, I already see your cute look fading away. Anyway, moving on. Let's look at your feminine qualities. What feminine qualities do you have? Can you interact with girls well? Do you do the girly things? Or are you more tomboyish?

WHAT a package you are!!! Some evil people are smart. And although some people are not that smart, they're really nice. But you're BOTH dumb AND selfish. Sorry for sending your remaining confidence into the depths of hell, but I saw how you were struggling with "searching for the real you" that I might as well show you directly. Don't flatter yourself. You were only a "princess" when you were with me. Just look at yourself (not in a dissing way, but actually look at yourself). Without me, what DO you got left?

I guess this is better than saying sorry to me all the time. I might as well stop being so nice all the time and tell you the truth. On the other hand, you probably do realize that I'm pretty much the opposite of what I described of you above. If you ask me what I'm good at, I can easily list you a whole bunch. What DID you do to deserve me?

So at least appreciate your friends, because you're basically hiding behind them. Without them, you are even more nothing. I don't think you even DARE to show anyone this email. You probably don't have the "face" to because everything I've said above is true. An insult is only an insult if they have some joking meaning to it. Sadly, the purpose of this email isn't to insult you. This email is nothing but the truth.

Sorry. But think about it. Your other friends won't be saying this to you because they want to please you. That's the lie you live in. But at least I told the truth by putting all the "respect" and BS aside.

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