Anyway, I really admire those who can blog without fear of people reading them. Takes a lot of courage to do, in my opinion. That's why most of my blogs are so cryptic, because I'm a coward like that.

So while showering, I got to thinking some serious stuffs, and things kind of fit together like a puzzle piece. This anxiety, it's not really anything new, or different. It's just the same situation presented in a different way. I'm no longer being spoon-fed everything like a princess. Guess there were more things that I took for granted than I realized; and that things don't always happen just because it's expected or assumed knowledge.

I'm not mad, disappointed, or anything, but this has just made me realize maybe how little effort I put in before.

Hope it's not too late to apologize.

Sometimes, I really feel like I'm in little pieces. Although you may not realize it, thanks for the things that you do >_< I really appreciate them (:

This all feels so new, but I'm working at it p: