evanescence



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{Q&A- Wednesday, May 25, 2011 @ 1:27 AM}
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It's true that I've been avoiding a lot of things, and hiding behind things to protect myself. I've always said I wanted to become a better me, and thanks to you, I have found another clue that will lead me to this person. I'm actually someone who has a lot to say, but because I'm always afraid of what others will think after I say it, I refrain myself from doing so. But then I realized, why does it matter what others think? If I'm thinking one thing, but say another just so others wouldn't judge(?) me, in the end, I can't stop myself from what I'm really thinking/ feeling about. I can lie to others, but I know I can't lie to myself. I don't care what others think anymore, because I can't stop myself from believing in my own thoughts (: They are what they are no matter how dumb, or stupid others may think they are. Sue me for being an idiot.

And sadly, I can think of so many incidents that made me this way.

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